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Jan. 28th, 2009 | 10:44 pm
music: fly on the wall, t.a.t.u.

i identified today why i am falling apart.
the only problem is, for once, there is nothing i can do to stop it.


I really need to not be in school right now, i really need to be working
however
i cannot live with my parents, thats for certain

I'm thinking about taking the semester off in the fall, and living in shippensburg
in the townhouse me and book boy are getting
and working full time.

i dont know how well this is going to work, meaning my life.

amanda promised me she would come back today and i don't know what to do. i believe she believes she is coming back, however
one of the reasons i am falling apart is nothing in my life that is important goes as planned
and there is nothing in the world more important to me than her.
which i know is a fail.
i dont even know how i got here, but i can't worry about that right now
right now i just need to try and glue myself back together enough to keep functioning.

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