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Dec. 12th, 2008 | 01:51 am

Mandi3 Pi3 43 (12:06:07 AM): but just know
Mandi3 Pi3 43 (12:06:10 AM): that
Mandi3 Pi3 43 (12:06:14 AM): i'd do anything for you

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the people who used to hate me

Dec. 6th, 2008 | 08:47 am

i'm tired of people being on my side
i'm tired of deserving better
and nothing actually changing

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grounds for disownment

Nov. 23rd, 2008 | 09:04 am

&last night i felt like you
when i whispered to her in her sleep
the reason why i keep apologizing

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THIS I BELIEVE ESSAY- english class

Nov. 18th, 2008 | 10:00 pm

i fail

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Nov. 12th, 2008 | 11:05 am

an unnecessary amount of eee's
an unnecessary amount of ease

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evil never sleeps 2

Nov. 8th, 2008 | 07:26 am

i just realized that i do never sleep.

i also went through my livejournal and noticed i havent really written anything monumental or great for a long time, although in all fairness i get to see all the diary and limited posts too so i dont know if it seems as pathetic to anyone else

but i've resolved to write more, as soon as i am caught up in school.

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things we don't understand

Nov. 3rd, 2008 | 08:35 pm

i miss the way things were at the beginning of our dead end
when you used to talk to me for hours, regardless of whether i had anything to say at all
i'm still not sure whats happening which is why i won't see you today or tomorrow but maybe on wednesday

for 30 minutes last night i laid in bed and thought about what it would be like to be in a relationship with the boy from first one night stand i had at college, who had just broken up with the girl he'd been seeing for years yesterday
and decided i could marry him
be straight
never come out to my mother
and then i remembered how it feels
to have someone touch me and me not be terrified by it
and remembered how him kissing my neck made me have to be very still as so i would not squirm and offend him
and decided to live like that is not an option

i told myself, almost 5 years ago, i would never love another boy again
when i should have said, anyone
i could be asexual, like a tree
i think that would be nice

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sara palin, para salin....

Oct. 28th, 2008 | 11:02 am

comes to ship TODAY
and i have tickets.

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Oct. 15th, 2008 | 08:18 am

my mother text messaged me this morning, at 7:26 saying
"yea! today will be amazing!"
and upon me asking why, she said,

luckily i was already up, because i have been craving bacon and waking up early to go to breakfast for a week
and they havent had it yet
my mother knows.

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Oct. 15th, 2008 | 04:21 am

"i love foozeball. i decorated my men."

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